Okay, I know I've said this before, but this time I really, really am going to take this blogging thing seriously, starting today. There's just no reason for such a shameless current events and pop culture whore like myself to not be, at the very least, regurgitating all the cool and/or interesting things I find. The plan going forward will be to blog about something at least once a day, because as Sullivan says, If you're not posting every day, it isn't a blog.
Why is it so hard for me? I'm unemployed, bored, and until the PlayStation Network is back online, I have no games to play. The answer has been that I can't stop smoking pot, having tried and failed to quit many times. I have an addictive personality; I've know this about myself for a long time. It's why I've stayed away from harder drugs, and have watched even my alcohol intake very closely; I know that if I do that shit too much I'll be unable to stop. But I guess I've bought into the canard stoners tell themselves, that pot is non-habit-forming. So I allowed myself to smoke all I want. I mean, what harm can it do, it's not addictive! But the problem with having an addictive personality and saying "here but no further", is that it's not like I'm going to come to that line in the sand and say, "Well, I guess that's it... I suppose I'll turn around and go home." No, I will stay at that line in the sand, and build a big fucking house there, and never leave that house because I'm too stoned.
Well, time to leave that shit behind me too. So in addition to politics and art and media, I'll be posting about my continuing struggle kicking my addiction to the most harmless and benign drug known to man.
I hereby declare this blog open!
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